Milan, Italy

Welcome everyone in a year 2015.

Dont worry, I know its already February haha. I just havent posted anything since New Years so thats why im saying it. Not everything is going the way it should and my writing is not too. I spent New Years Eve in Milan and since i was there im telling myslef, im going to write about it.. Im not going to excuse this time about not having a time or something like that  cause i would lie, its just i couldnt put myslef into writing really. But today, 7th of february,  i finally pushed myslef into  it also because its already February :D! Just about the time tho.

Sooo about the Milan and how was it? Well, lets start from the begining.

They canceled our train to Vienna. That was actually not the best beginning. We were flying from Vienna early in the morning but we had to get there from Bratislava somehow. And because they canceled the train, which we were supposted to go with, we took a bus from the Bratislava airport going straight to the Vienna one. I will rather not mention sleeping in Bratislava airport for a few hours with no people around. Bus came. Great! It took one hour to the Vienna airport where i got a little shock looking at the looong que. I was really thinking we wont make it cause we didnt have much time. Fortunatelly, it went quite fast and when we were almost in the front they started to shout at the people travelling to Milan and Paris (because they were leaving in a short time). They sent us to the Priority place to check in where the guy behind it told us we will have to wait.. I was like, lady over there just sent us here so decide people! I was really afraid we wont catch it. But other guy checked us in, what lasted quite long and when i ask him if we catch it, he just said: „you should go faster.“ We were running around the huge airport hall, trying to find the way to our gate and when we finally arrived.. The gate was closeing... Noo, just kidding, everybody was still sitting there calmly and we were catching a breath haha. The flight was really good, i could say my best one so far. We were flying with Air Berlin and it was just an experience. We were flying just an hour, we got a nice muffin and we could choose, what we wanted to drink for free what i really appreciated cause i was starving. And also we were flying through the sunrise, so was really nice to see the different coloures of the sky.

We landed, got the nice italian croissants and took a taxi. Yeah there the story of Milan begins tho. The hotel wasnt supposted to be as far from the airport but apparently it was. We took a taxi with a taxi driver who didnt speak english, so i just showed him  the paper with the adress of our hotel. He looked at me, told me its not in Milan and put the adress into the GPS. Okay, we were leaving the airport place and we started to look around. Nothing special tho, so instead of looking out the window, i started to look at his GPS and then i realized the prize on the taxameter is kinda higer. I was like, okay,  wont be more than 30€... Guys, I have never paid 65€ for a taxi! I could not even look at the rising prize on it, i was just laughing at our amazing trip starting. Soo lecture number 1 – NEVER EVER take a taxi from the airport if you are going a bit farther otherwise, you have to be very rich to afford it (what we are not :D). Ohh and btw, did i mention, he missed the turn and he had to go around the place? Could safe at least 5€ lol.

Okay, never mind, so we got into the hotel, hoping we will have a room ready cause the check-in started 2 pm and it was like 9:30 in the morning. Luckily for us, it was ready so, we just went to our room, to have some rest. The hotel was very nice, the rooms were amazing, couldnt wait to jump into that big bed.  Took a nice, long shower and went to sleep for a while.

Later, after lunch time, we decided to go to town, to see something  in a very first day, not just being lazy in our hotel. I already had some plans, where to go, whats the best to see, soo we got to the city centre by bus and the underground and took off at Duomo station. When we came up, to the sun, the massive building was standing in front of us and the only thing, what i could say in that moment was „wow.“

Duomo Cathedral is the most amazing one, i have ever seen. It looks huge but soo impressive both inside and outside. This place is the biggest attraction for the tourists, so it was quite a lot of people there all over the place. There is an opportunity to go to the roof top of the cathedral too, so me, personaly, i really enjoyed the view and an imposant monuments all around the roof top. It just did look amazing and it was sunset, so we have some nice pictures.

There were still many christmas markets around the cathedral, so we just walked around, bought some nice baguettes, saw the tallest christmas tree, i have ever seen. It was really tall! Then walking across the street, realizing its famous Galleria Emanuelle II, which was crowded by people, with many christmas decorations, also the christmas tree with Swarowski staff on it. There were many nice restaurants and an expensive shops like Louis Vuitton, Prada, Gucci, Armani, Versace... Didnt have a couragge to walk in but i have some photos from outside(there were men standing inside and opening door, how posh!). I felt like in a movie, not in Milan haha.. Anyway, if im talking about the fashion.. People from Milan are well-known for a good sesnse of style, arent they? But when i was looking at all of them, the only thing what really surprised me was, that everybody is wearing sporty trainers.. Nothing special about the clothers tho, just that trainers. The young ones, older ones, kids, everybody! Thats kinda weird but comfy tho.

Okay, so lets move forward.. I think we had seen quite a lot through the first day there.

The second one was a 31 of december, the last day of the year 2014. That was a very interesting day. After really nice breakfast in the hotel, we were heading back to the center to see some more places. We walked soo many kilometres that day and went to places, which we didnt even know how we got there. We didnt use the map, not even once what really surpised me. We walked around the castle, the big park behind it.. Then went to ice skating, what was fun, seen one of the shopping streets, which was on my list, saw the incredible modern part of Milan, where the UniCredit Bank has a building and went for a nice pizza. Try the italian pizza – tick!

Later nice dinner in a posh restaurant before the celebrating New Years Eve. Was quite funny cause i took a bottle of shampagne to my bag, to drink it later but before entering into the square, they were checking the bags.. With a question if i have any glass in my bag, i just shaked my hand and walked away before they would change their mind and tried to open my bag haha. Anyway, the restaurant and the food was amazing, had a nice risotto, the portion wasnt very big but hey :P. And i had the most perfect/amazing/awesome pannacota EVER! Was soo delicious, just my bofriend was laughing at my enjoyable face but i could not get enough of it. Yummyy.. I would have one now mmm..

Okay, lets get through this. And then, we went to the big square in front of the Duomo Cathedral, where the main show was supposted to be and some live bands/singers.. Some kind of DJ started it and he was quite good. But then, it just started to be terrible. The African band came, started to sing some of their own songs and i was just looking at them and asking myslef, if im really in Italy. I expected some kind of italian songs, bands, artists.. And they were on the stage till like 11 pm! Another band came, wasnt that bad neither that good and i dont know from where but soo many gypsies italians was all around, jumping around, messing around with a rackets and walking to the front and back.. I was really afraid of my life lol, so after loosing my mood to celebrate the new years we went to the back, where nobody was jumping at me and i tried to enjoy the rest of the 2014. The fireworks? We couldnt see nothing at all because of the buildings, could rather stay at home to see the proper ones. I was like, okay, there is nothing else to see, lets go back to the hotel.. Thats where the funny memories begin to be even funnier. So we tried to walk through that crowded street, what was really impossible in that time.. Everybody went just one way, so we were following them.. Everybody went by underground.. Was very interesting tho.. Sat into the wrong underground, took off, went back one stop and waiting for the right one? That can happen just to us.. But the fact, that there were no buses after midnight, we knew about it. We wanted to take a taxi then, but there was no taxis around.. We said never mind, we will see at least one through the way back.. That was what i wished to do but the reality was much worse.. Guys, we were walking more than hour an half back to the hotel, it was like minus 3 degrees, i needed to pee and i was just soo annoyed because there was no taxi around, not even one passed us! So when we finally got back to our lovely warm room, i opened the champagne because i needed some bubbles, ate some left pizza from earlier and went to sleep after a really really long day. So thats about our New Years Eve. Not the best begining of the 2015 but how my dad said, it ment something like travelling the long journeys this year :D. Hopefully wont be as tiring as my first walk in 2015 was.

The next day we were chilling all day just doing nothing at all. Well actually we went to the McDonalds for a dinner and also went to the shop to buy some nice juice. That was also funny cause i said to the guy in the shop good morning at 4 pm, it was very funny, i really dont know why i said it.. This also can happen just to me lol..

And here i come to the last day of our Milan holiday.

We spent our last day shopping but if you want to ask me, what did i buy, i will disappoint you. When my friends asked me that question, i just simply replied – i bought a fridge magnet :D. I know, everybody is laughing at that but didnt find nothing special what worth the money tho. If i dont count food, that was quite expensive but i tried italian pizza and spaghetti, means im satisfied. Soo we were wondering, how will we get into the airport cause we really didnt want to give another 65€ for a taxi. And guess what?! There were a several buses going to the airports.. And do u know, how much did we pay for it? 5€ each! I tought, its a joke, if we knew before.. But okay, we had another lecture – find out, if there are any buses going straight to the city centre :D. We will know next time..

Ookay, so thats about our interesting Milans holiday, so here are some advises:

ü  dont go there for a New Years Eve, doesnt worth it

ü  see the Duomo Cathedral

ü  dont take a taxi for longer distance than 5 mins ride

ü  check the buses time from and to the airport

ü  i can recommend the Best Western Hotel Goldenmile ****

ü  try the pizza (and panacotta in Galeria restaurant)

ü  many homeless people, carefull with them and gipsies all around

ü  4 days there are enough i think, not that much to see

So personally  I think, once was enough of Milan. Was good to see the new place but next time we will rather go somewhere else :)...

Decisions

HEEEY! Hopefully everybody is fine and positive :). Its been a while, i wrote something here. I know i said, i will post here more often but you know, sometimes its just happenin too much in a short time and then you dont know what to do first. And that was exactly my case in a last few weeks. Doing million things in once, being busy (as usual), meeting new people, partying, not sleeping that much, working, solving everyday problems, then not just everyday ones, being crazy, laughing, studying.. Well quite a lot for one person haha. But still better than just sitting at home, isnt it?

I would like to write here today sometihing whats sometimes really hard for as in many ways and thats deciding. Me - personally, im terrible with that. I never can decide (my boyfriend would tell you :D).. I really hate it about myself and sometimes i would like to just slap myself with words – Oh God, come on Erika, decide, you  dont have all day long for it :D.

 Doesnt matter, if it is just about the buying clothes which starts with a question  if you really need it or not, then you are thinking  but its a good prize, so would be great to have it (even if you wont even wear or use it lol). Then deciding to go somewhere or not, stay at home and be comfy or go out to that terrible cold weather outside with your friends. But then if you will go out with your friends, you will have some fun, if you stay home, you will watch the movie or just to be bored and go to the bed earlier with an idea – i feel like an old lazy person..

Okay, okay.. I know. All of us, we have a days like that. Lets be honest, we just need it from time to time (not always!). But then there is another category..

Do you know that feeling when you have to decide between more things and you just feel lost between your head and heart? Im sure, you do! It just happens and i dont believe there is somewhere out one, who has never felt like that. (Please, i want to meet her/him, if they exist! :D)

 Sometimes we find hard to decide, whats good and what is not really, what will help us and what will, on the other hand,  not help us at all. Maybe it looks on the beginning like a right thing and its very tempting but its also very dangerous and even if you really want to try something different, you may regret it once. Its that kind of decisions, which are the hardest ones. Its not about the clothes, which you will wear tomorrow, its not about the not important things, its a decision about our lives!

About the life and about the questions which are really important to us. On of my very important questions right now which kinda scares me is, where to go uni. Okay, i already know but still.. Go to the totally different world with the different everything + studying in english + its not just for a month but for a few years. Will I make it? Will it be all right? Lets hope, it will, thats the only thing what i can do at the moment.. Some more questions which are scarying me? Yeah, there would be a few more. Everybody has some.. Loosing the close people.. Loosing freedom... Not being ourselfs.. We are kinda responsible for all of them, well not just kinda.. We really are. If we behave differently than we should, we can loose some close people. Well, what was i saying? We shouldnt, not very close people even if we change a little bit (i dont mean the huge changes), if they love us once, they shouldnt mind.. Even if its sometimes very hard to find the way back to each other, we should at least try it cause it worth it i guess. We should also think before we do something cause we can hurt somebody and we dont wont any more broken hearts, do we? I think, its quite a lot of them all around the world.. We should just be careful with the decisions we are making because it can hugely affect our life in many ways.

We are responsible for all of our decisions and for all the things what we do, soo my advice? Dont have any.. Well, just think what you do, to think about it later and be happy with (at least almost) all of your decisions you have made :).

Have a break!

Sometimes we feel like we have quite a lot of it, don't we? From time to time I do, for sure. Anyway, what i want to say is, that we shoud take a break! Take a day off from school/work, just chill (or in my case, finish something important to school lol) cause we deserve a rest. We're working soo hard and we are not robots to work/study without a day off. Soo do you know what should you do know? Make a cup of tea (or whatever else, what you like), make yourself comfortable and do nothing at all! Just watch the movie or listen to the music, do something, what you like. I know, some of you will maybe protest and they will be like: "aaahh, i don't have a time bla bla bla..." EXCUSES! You can if you want! You just really have to want it! Even if its hard, you should find the way, how to feel good and how to have a little bit time for yourself :). Good luck!

Vysvetlenie/Explanation

Ahoojte! Takže v momentálnom štádiu sa cítim tak, že príbeh ktorý som sem začala písať asi pred pol rokom, nedokončím.. Zabralo by mi to veeľmi veľa energie a času, čo momentálne nemám, aj keď energia by sa našla.. Takže nateraz končím s príbehmi, aj tak ich nečítalo až tak veľa ľudí, ako keď som pridala len taký článok pomimo :D.. Takže som sa práve rozhodla, že tu budem pridávať hocičo. A to doslova! Moje myšlienky, postrehy, názory.. Jednoducho čo ma napadne a čo ma ovplyvní.. Ďalšou zásadnou zmenou bude, že články , teda aspoň väčšina, budú v angličtine (prepáč dedko, po anglicky toho asi veľa nenačítaš, ale musím sa už trochu posunúť ďalej, ale babka sa môže teraz vzdelávať a opakovať si angličtinu, ona ti to preloží :P). Takže sa budete vzdelávať aj vy so mnou ;). A taktiež si myslím, že tou angličtinou mi to tu bude čítať viac ľudí a taktiež sa to opäť lepšie rozbehne tak, ako to bolo pred tým. Tak sa teším na naše nové zážitky pri písaní/čítaní tohto môjho blogu.. See you soon :).

Something

Po dlhom čase, aspoň niečo, hoci po anglicky :D

Afteeer sooo long time! Something in English this time, what am I thinking about right now? :)

Isnt it crazy, if u have some friends, wo can make u laugh even if u are talking about nothing at all with them? Just typing can make u laugh and i think its one of the best feelings in the world! To have friends, who are always making u laugh, they are trying to cheer u up, if u feel sad. I love laughing out sooo loud, to have teras in my eyes, just because i cant stop laughin. I love that feeling - to be loved by people, who really cares about u and they just love the way you are :). And even if they are far away from you, u know, they will always be there for you and they will never EVER forget you.

Pravda o Cypre

Ahojte ;). Viem, ze som uz dlho nic nepridala, no ako uz asi viete som spat na Cypre a dotaz som jednoducho nemala cas a taktiez sa to uz asi tyzden snazim postnut :P.. A aj ked taky kratsi clanok, chcela som napisat o Cypre mojimi ocami, tak snad sa bude pacit.. Btw, sorry, ze je to bez diakritiky, no pisat na anglickom pocitaci + vsetko mi to preklada do grectiny... :D Enjoy

Letna prax zo skoly, 5 mesiacov horucavy, Cyprus, party, alkohol, naladovy sef a volne dni vtedy, ked nechceme + spolubyvajuce su bordelarky - madarky. Ano, to je moj zivot tu na Cypre v Ayia Nape. No ani zdaleka to nie je vsetko..
Hovori sa, ze vsetko ma svoje pozitiva a negative a asi je to aj pravda. Ja sa vacsinou zameriavam hlavne  na tie pozitiva, no samozrejme, niekedy je to naozaj tazke..
Na Cypre milujem tu volnost a celkovy zivot. Robis si co chces, kedy chces, s kym chces a ako chces.. Zijes si jednoducho svoj zivot.
Ten pocit, ked rano (teda na obed) vstanes, mas volny den, den pred tym si zuroval/a, vsetci sme rozbiti, nechce sa nam, no vstavame, pozrieme do chladnicky, ktora zvycajne zyva prazdnotou, tak ju radsej hned znechutene zavrieme, skrka nam v bruchu, rychlo sa dame dokopy, oblecieme sa a ideme sa najest do tej najuzasnejsej pekarni na svete (vola sa Zorbas), dame si zapecenu bagetu a len tak si sedime vonku na lavicke a uzivame si ten pocit, ked nieco poriadne papame.
Nasledne sa donutime ist na plaz, kde sa opekame a otacame ako kurca na grille, aby sme boli rovnomerne opalene. Sem-tam si ideme zaplavat do mora, ci len tak sa osviezit slanou vodou, ktora je mimochodom taka slana, ze by sme z nej mohli pozbierat sol a navarit polievku bez pridania soli, ktoru stale kupujeme. Este by sme aj usetrili.  No ale ved to je jedno. Aj dve. Uz odbocujem. No takze bezstarostny zivot, len tak si lezat na plazi a slnit sa, podo mnou horuci no jemny piesok, vyhlad na krasne modre more. Obzeram sa dalej a nasledne konstatujem, ze sezona peknych a vypracovanych tiel uz v Ayia Nape zacala. Nevadi, ze som zadana, drzim sa pravidla – nesahat pouze koukat :D.. A nekoukat = impossible, cize nemozne.
Party v Ayia Nape? Totalne sialene! Momentalne je to tu uz konecne busy, ulice su plne ludi, takze niekedy sa musime doslova predierat, aby sme sa dostali z bodu A do bodu B. Veeelmi vela mladych ludi, ktori si sem chodia hlavne uzivat a zabavat sa, kluby v noci doslova ozivaju, hlasna hudba z kazdej strany, vybrat si mozes z cohokolvek, ci uz mas rada RnB, oldies alebo aj sucasne hity. Kedze sme staff, tak mame volne vstupy do vsetkych klubov, niekde mame este aj drinky zdarma, alebo aj niektori kamarti po kluboch, ktori nas uz poznaju, nam beru drinky “na svoje triko”.
Praca v Ayia Nape? Popravde, vobec nie je tazke si ju tu najst.. Ak sa len prejdete po hlavnej ulici, na kazdom druhom obchode, restike ci bare maju napisane, ze hladaju staff, cize zamestnancov. Dokonca vela klubov hlada ludi, ktori budu rozdavat letaky a budu lakat ludi do svojho baru a verte mi, tychto tu je asi naaajviac a niekedy nam uz lezu na nervy, kedze kazdych 5 metrov vas zastavuju a nechcu vas pustit dalej..
A co sa tyka mojej praci v hoteli, mam ju rada. Vacsinou som takmer vsade, teda vsetky restiky a bary. No pracu za barom mam radsej, lebo sa mozem rozpravat s hostami, co milujem uplne najviac! Zboznujem spoznavanie novych ludi a tu je ta filtracia hosti dost vysoka, kazde mame kazde dva tyzdne novych hosti, niekedy aj castejsie. Vzdy sa snazim rozpravat s vacsinou, hlavne ked mam cas, vtedy to je najlepsie. Je to totiz uzasne pocuvat, o roznych ludoch, z roznych casti sveta, ked mi rozpravaju, co vsetko uz zazili a kde vsade boli.. Ozaj, a viete co je este super? Ked sem pridu hostia z minuleho roku a pamataju si ma, to je skvely pocit. Alebo ked spoznate niekoho z hosti, ktory vas za tie jeho dva tyzdne pobytu u nas velmi ovplyvni alebo sa velmi skamaratite a potom ked odchadza je to niekedy naozaj divny pocit, ze sa s nim/s nou uz mozno nikdy neuvidite, no pritom viete, ze na daneho cloveka nikdy nezabudnete. Mne osobne to dava velmi vela a nedokazem si predstavit svoju pracu bez kontaktu s ludmi.  Som velmi spolocensky clovek, ktory sa stale usmieva a rad sa rozprava(ale to uz o mne asi viete :D).. Takze to je pre mna na praci v hoteli uplne TOP. No taktiez je zaujimave vidiet, ako sa pocas jednej sezony v hoteli vsetko meni, ci preraba, ako sa vymyslaju nove veci v snahe zlepsit to, no nakoniec to vyjde este horsie, nez to bolo pred tym.. Taktiez ako vsetko funguje, ci nefunguje.. Skvela skusenost.
Takze taky suhrn celej Ayia Napy? Jednozancne sa sem opati prist, aspon na par dni, vidiet to tu, celkovy zivot tu. Urcite sa to neda opisat slovami a taktiez fotky nedokazu zachytit tie jedinecne zazitky a situacie, ktore tu clovek prezije. Jednoducho to treba vidiet a zazit. No garantujem vam, ze toto miesto vas nesklame, pretoze su tu nadherne plaze, more so vsetkymi odtienami modrej, uzasne party, dobre restauracie ci bary a sialeni ludia, ktori vam vsak obcas dokazu pomoct viac, nez si dokazete predstavit. A mozno spoznate ludi, ktori vam zmenia zivot a celkovo aj vas postoj k zivotu, tak ako sa to stalo aj mne..
See you :)!

Story of my Life 18

Ahoojte :)! Viem, že som už dlhšie nič nepridala, ale posledné dni boli dosť busy a keďže v utorok opäť odchádzam na Cyprus, tak som mala vybavovačky, ukončiť školský rok a podobne.. Každopádne dúfam, že sa bude páčiť a že si to ešte niekto prečíta ;).

„To máš zato, že si taký magor!“ hovorí mi a v tej chvíli je už pri nás aj Pete a snaží sa ma odsunúť preč.

„Nie Pete, nechaj ma!“ bránim sa a predieram sa späť k nej.

Christy ma prebodáva pohľadom, no mne je to v tej chvíli jedno. Nedovolím, aby robila niečo, čo bude neskôr ľutovať..

„Ideme domov Christy!“ hovorím rozhodne a hľadíme si do očí.
„Nemáš právo mi hovoriť kedy idem domov! Môžem tu zostať do kedy chcem a s kým chcem!“

„Poď!“
„A prečo by som vlastne mala ísť s tebou? Choď si za tou svojou štetkou!“ vyhŕkne a v tej chvíli ma úplne odstaví a ja neviem čo mám povedať.

„Povedz kamarátom dobrú noc“ hovorím rozhodne a bez emócií a ťahám ju preč, hoci sa vzpiera.

„Sebi!“ zastaví ma ešte Pete.

„Ver mi! Neboj sa, nejdem ju znásilniť.. Som opitý, no nie až tak.. Odvediem ju domov, to bude najlepšie..“

„Dobre teda.. Pôjdem s vami..“

„Nie! To zvládnem“ hovorím presvedčivo, no on je neoblomný.

„Notáák, nebuď blbec.“

„Hlavne odtiaľto čím skôr vypadnime..“

„Tak teda poďme“ hovorí a opúšťame preplnený klub.

Christy

Ráno som sa prebudila s veľkou bolesťou hlavy a pomaly som rozlepila oči. Rozhliadla som sa naokolo a po chvíli som sa strhla. Kde to vlastne som? Pozrela som sa na seba, no mala som oblečené svoje šaty zo včerajšku. Ako som sa sem dostala? Včerajšok.. Čo sa dialo? Mám trochu väčšie okno, lepšie povedané, posledné, čo si pamätám je, že sme s Petom šli niekam do klubu.. Ach, mám v hlave toľko otázok.. Ľahnem si späť a hlavu si zaborím do vankúša. Keď vtom zrazu... Sprcha? Naozaj počujem sprchu?! Sakra, takže tu asi nie som sama.. Po  chvíli sa spamätám a snažím sa nájsť svoje topánky a kabelku. Musím zdrhnúť, kým ma tu niekto nenačape.. Už už sa presuniem do kuchyne s tým, že snáď som si zobrala všetko, keď sa otvoria dvere kúpeľne.

„Zdrháš?“ uškŕňa sa na mňa osoba, ktorú by som tu vôbec nečakala a má na sebe len obmotaný uterák.

„Sebi?“ zízam naňho prekvapene a zarazene zároveň.

„A koho si čakala?“ smeje sa na mojom výraze a ja sa cítim trápne.

„Ja, ja... Neviem.. My sme spolu niečo.. No veď vieš.. Mali?“ pýtam sa s obavou v hlase.

„Nie, aj keď som sa musel držať.“

„Chvála Bohu! Teda počkať.. Čože??“

„Noták, robím si z teba srandu“ krúti hlavou a zagúľa očami.

„Magor!“ zamumlem si.

„Ďakujem.. Nebyť mňa moja milá, tak sa pravdepodobne zobúdzaš v nejakej inej posteli, no tvoja by to určite nebola! Mala by si sa mi ešte poďakovať“ hovorí trochu rozhorčene a ja naňho nechápavo pozriem.

„Čo tým myslíš?“

„Nehraj sa, že nevieš o čom rozprávam.. Doslova si sa tam včera predávala ako nejaká..“ hovorí, no potom sa zastaví a nedopovie.

„Nie som si istá, či chcem vedieť, čo sa včera dialo“ hovorím tichšie a pozerám do zeme.

„Tak počkať.. Ty si to nepamätáš?!“ zasmial sa, pričom si odfrkol.

„Bolo to snáď až také vtipné?!“ hovorím zvýšeným hlasom.

„Ako pre koho..“

„Opýtam sa inak.. Čo si pamätáš ako posledné?“

„Že som šla s Petom niekam do klubu..“

„A pred tým?“ Bola som u Peta aaa...“

„Aaa?“

„Nič, to ťa nemusí zaujímať“ hovorím, pričom si uvedomím, že mu predsa nemôžem povedať pravdu. To, ako som bola na dne a následne som sa kvôli nemu opila..

„Takže nič z klubu si nepamätáš?“
„Hmm.. Nie.“

„Páni.. Ale musím ti pogratulovať, všetci chlapi slintali.. Mohla si si vyberať.. Škoda, že si to nepamätáš“ hovorí ironicky, no ja v tom cítim aj trochu nahnevaný tón.

„O čom to do pekla rozprávaš?! A mimochodom, aj keby, prečo to teba tak veľmi zaujíma.. Vlastne, lepšie povedané, ja ťa nezaujímam, tak prečo sa do mňa toľko staráš?!“ hovorím zvýšeným hlasom a on na mňa pozrie pohľadom, ktorý som uňho ešte nevidela..

„Pozri,“ začal normálnym hlasom „včera si tam vyzerala zúfalo.. Okolo seba si mala minimálne 15 chlapov, ktorí ťa z každej strany obchytkávali a ktorých si bozkávala.. Tancovala si, akoby si bola nejaká striptérka a ešte tie šaty, v ktorých si taká sexi... Nedopadlo by to dobre, keby si tam zostala.. Musel som ťa odtiaľ zobrať, skôr, než bolo neskoro“ povedal trochu skleslo a ja som sa mu zapozerala do očí.

„Takže preto som teraz tu? Preto som tu spala? To ty si ma odtiaľ vzal? Prečo? Prečo ti vadilo, keď som okolo seba mala toľkých chlapov, ktorí ma, podľa tvojich slov, obchytkávali? Prečo si ma tam jednoducho nenechal?“

„Nemohol som sa na to už ďalej pozerať Christy..“

„Ale prečo, tak mi už konečne povedz prečo?!“ dožadujem sa zúfalo odpovede.

„Chceš vedieť prečo? Naozaj to chceš vedieť? Fajn!! Pretože mi na tebe záleží, áno.. Pretože som žiarlil, keď tam všetci boli okolo teba. Ako sa ťa tam tí slizkí hadi dotýkali a vedel som, že každému z nich ide len o jedno! Viem, že to dievča, ktoré tam včera s nimi tancovali si nebola ty.. Viem, že ty taká nie si.. Ale bola si taká opitá.. Pochop, nechcel som, aby ti niekto ublížil“ hovorí smutne a mne sa nahrnú slzy  do očí. Bože, čo som to tam včera vystrájala?!

„Povedal si, že ti na mne záleží?“ hovorím prekvapene, keďže mi práve dôjde, čo povedal.

„Áno, počula si dobre..“

„Tak prečo ma potom tak trápiš Sebi?“

„O čom to tu rozprávaš?“ pýta sa nechápavo.

„Vieš, prečo som včera vyzerala tak, ako som vyzerala? Bolo to len a len kvôli tebe. Keď som ťa včera videla s tvojou bývalou a to celé divadielko tam.. Jednoducho som to nedokázala stráviť.. Potom prišiel Pete a ponúkol mi pomoc, povedala som mu, že sa chcem opiť a tak sme sa opili. Pomohlo mi to aspoň na chvíľu vypnúť a povedala som si, že sa kvôli nikomu trápiť nebudem, lebo to aj tak zjavne nemá zmysel..“

„Jaa.. Prepáč mi to.. Nevedel som, že si to tak brala. Ale keď ty si taká tvrdohlavá.. Chcel som ti to vysvetliť, lenže ty sama si zdrhla, šiel som potom za tebou, no Pete ma zastavil, že nech k tebe radšej ani nejdem, že on pôjde.. A aj tak si mi včera na pláži vravela, že ti je to už jedno, pamätáš?“

„Prosím? Áno, povedala som to, pretože som mala pocit, že to práve tebe je úplne všetko ukradnuté.. Sebi ja nie som dievča, s ktorým sa raz vyspíš a potom zdrhneš.. Nechcem byť len letnou láskou na noc, či týždeň..“

„Počkať, počkať.. Ty si naozaj myslíš, že som to bral  tak, že som sa s tebou vyspal a že si len nejaká moja trofej alebo niečo? Vážne?? Chcel som sa s tebou o tom včera na pláži porozprávať, lenže si ma hneď odstavila, že to už neriešiš a že ti to je jedno..“

„A nebola som len nejaká trofej? Keď si sa so mnou o tom chcel tak veľmi porozprávať, prečo som ťa hneď našla s tvojou polonahou ex u teba, ako sa bozkávate? Šla som za tebou, lebo som sa ti chcela ospravedlniť za to, čo som ti na pláži povedala a chcela som ti povedať, že mi to vôbec nie je jedno.. Ale potom som si to akosi rozmyslela..“

„Diana za mnou včera bola, áno.. Keď som počul, že mi niekto zaklopal na dvere, jedinú osobu, ktorú som za nimi chcel vidieť, si bola ty! Lenže nestála si tam ty, ale ona.. Bol som mimo, z toho rozhovoru s tebou a ona to využila vo svoj prospech.. Veľmi sa ti ospravedlňujem, nechcel som, no akosi som sa nedokázal brániť.. No potom som zrazu zbadal tvoju tvár a povedal som nahlas tvoje meno a ona sa nahnevala.. A tak som ju vyhodil a videl som tam stáť teba.. Jasné, že by sa to ťažko vysvetľovalo..“

„Aha“ dostala som zo seba a tento náš rozhovor začínal byť dosť mätúci.